I move into the dorms in a day and 10 minutes. Though I don't think that's why I can't fall asleep. I'm blaming that on the fact that I slept in today. But as I lay here, I can't help thinking about where my life is going to go in the next couple of days and weeks. Recently, I've been having some problems with co-workers that have gotten me to my breaking point. I'm waiting on a call from the Bemidji Area Boys and Girls Club on a job offer I'm really excited about. But at the same time, I would be getting paid by work-study and only getting $90 a week, instead of my usual $150 plus tips. I personally think that it will be enough to live on, but my mother thinks not so much. And because of the fact that it is mainly and after school program, it'll be hard for me to get a second job afterwards, not to mention trying to fit schoolwork and a relationship on top of that.
Second on my mind is moving into the dorms. I got a chance to see my room today and I can't get it out of my head; what I want to do with it, how I'm going to set it up, what I'm going to bring. It's driving crazy thinking about all of these things. Plus, making sure I get all of my books and supplies and figuring out this darn Financial Aid crap. It's a lot to take in in one night. And so I sit here, thinking about it all, wishing I could just fall asleep.
I have a feeling I'll be using my blog a lot more during the school year, just because it's a place to put all of my thoughts so that they don't have to be in my head.
